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my life has been a complete roller coaster recently. when i finally think that i just might be completely content and happy with my life, something happens that pulls me back down, shoves me right back into the ground. i don't usually let things bring me down, but it's starting to become a never-ending downhill ride for me now. the loops are starting to settle, the twists and turns aren't as extreme anymore. instead i just keep heading straight down, just like that first drop on Superman(Bizarro) feels like. like you're going to crash down right before you fly level with the earth. but this time, i don't even think i'm going to start flying again.

everyone's giving up on me. i'm finally starting to realize that i'm not worth anyone's time anymore.

i want to go back.