sing this song for me;

and tell me how you'll never leave my side.

I've been given more than enough time to make a decision. after a few days, i feel like I've deprived myself of what i really want in life. i don't want another hookup, or another "let's catch up" type of thing. i'm done with those. all i want is someone that i know will make me smile without trying, that can just hold me in their arms for what feels like hours without even saying a word, just feeling the warmth of each others bodies. someone to just watching a movie with, with no intention on doing anything sexual. someone that i know will listen to me, no matter what i have to say, no matter how stupid or random or dorky it was. someone i can feel myself around, 100%.
that was only with you. and now i feel like i completely and totally fucked it up, bad. i want it all back. i'm sorry for hurting you, i'm sorry for accusing you. these other guys trying to interfere, they don't compare at all. i know i haven't known you that long, but i really feel that connection with you. i don't care what everyone else has to say about you, they don't know you like i do. i can see myself being with you for a very long time, and i don't know if you see it too, but i have confidence that you do. i want to be with you, and only you.

you only get one chance, one true shot to make it.